Today after exams went home straight with Songzhe.
Bathed and changed , Songzhe borrowed my white skinnies and he look sexy yeahhh .
Cab down to Hub meet Charlene and Ignatius .
Slacked and then waited for Yangzheng for like damn long?
Finally he came at Mac , parted way with Songzhe and YZ .
Took a taxi down to Haji Lane , went shisha .
After took a bus to Kovan meet Benj and some other people.
Slacked awhile , took 112 to bring Charlene home , then walked home.
The end . Happyhappy day ^^ .

Spent today with Iggi , Charlene and co. !
Luv hanging out with them . But of course I wont forget Wenxian and co. !!!
Slack and played the whole day at the void deck.

Updated private blog!

I WANT TO BE UNIQUE FROM EVERYONE.

temptation ,

Today's kinda sucky . Morning did the flag for IFD , so cool man , so colourful !
But the flag quailty is so bad..
Anyway classes were boring as usual , almost drool while sleeping .
After school went canteeen , saw BunnyThen =)
Sat opposite her , which is like so weird. HAHA .
Borrowed her calculator then head for test .
Test are over and rushed home , changed , went to find Christina and Tammie.
Bought fooooooood for Bunny but she was asleep and she locked the door!
How sad =( .
I miss my tongue piercing :( .
Okay gonna call Bunny soon , bye!

frowning ,

Haha this guy has a perfect smile .

But he is still retarded as ever.

Anyway today day was quite tiring , due to NAPFA and stupid lessons.
My life now is just waiting for days to pass slowly , doing some meaningful stuffs.
And reflecting on myself.. Hah .
So Sunday was spent with Wenxian , Alistair , Royal and Yingying. Gym etc . Happy happy :)
Good Friday , I really had a good friday! Stayed over at Tiffany house!
Haha got pictures but shall upload them another day :)
So today was spent with Christina and Zhenhao.
Haha, planned alot of things just for a special day.
All went back at around 7.30? But didn't decide to go home. So walked to Hougang estates.
Walked in circles and circles. Till I got home sweet home.
Haha , called Wenxian and chatted awhile.
Now going sleep soon. Bye.

Why do you love him so much .

FUCK OKAY .

FUCK YOU .

HST ,
I didn't know why I have to be your son . Why am I so misfortunate to have you as a Father. I god damn seriously hate you okay , I hate you. I FUCKING HATE YOU OKAY. CURSE YOU DIE , LET YOU DIE BY ACCIDENT , SICKNESS . JUST FUCK OFF MY LIFE. IF YOU THINK YOU'RE THE BEST FATHER OR THE BEST MAN. WAKE UP FROM YOUR UNREALISTIC DREAM , YOU'RE JUST SHIT .

"Broken Strings - James Morrison"

Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
But you broke me, now I can't feel anything

When I love you and so untrue
I can't even convince myself
When I'm speaking it's the voice of someone else

Oh, it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?

Oh, what are we doing?
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When it's too late, too late

Oh, it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel

I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse

How can I give anymore

When I love you a little less than before?

But we're running through the fire

When there's nothing left to say

It's like chasing the very last train

When we both know it's too late, too late

You can't play our broken strings

You can't feel anything

That your heart don't want to feel

I can't tell you something that ain't real

Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again

"Numb"

I'll just wait patiently for you return , I'm sorry .

i was a fool ,

Later going to eat lunch with Charlene and Ignatius at Kovan. Tonight out with all SN2 peeps.

Yesterday:

After school went to find Wenxian and Alistair at Compass , suppose to meet Tammie at Kovan , but.. nah , Haha! Ate our lunch and walked around. Decided to slack at wenxian house , so off we went. Wenxian's mum is still as friendly as before , yeah. Took at the punching bag and started our training. Had fun , lol. Trained for 2 hours , then we started shuffling. Left his house at 5.30pm , wenxian and I walked to Rivervale Mall as Alistair has to go a different way , so sad! Wx and I started talking all sorts of things. So Dad picked me up from there and went home.

Finally , tmr to the GYM! And swimming , hopefully it won't rain. Excited to meet Glenn somehow , his laughter is the most funny i ever heard! More like screaming than laughing! Exciting weekend! Well off i go to Kovan , bye!

Seriously i can't be bothered anymore ,
Since now you're happy , what can I do . Treat him like brother ,
I got nothing to say. I say anything, do anything you not happy.
Trust you? I don't know how to trust ANYONE now ..
I still love you .